Through My Eyes

Blackbird singin' in the dead of night...Take these sunken eyes and learn to see...

Striding High

Fly for the day

Someday you’ll have your say

But for now, just remember to try

Don’t let them see you cry

Head up, shoulders back, walk tall

Stay proud, and pay them no mind at all

Ummm…should I be offended that one of my recommended blogs is losingweightinthecity? Lol

Second Chance by Shinedown (The acoustic version)

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Phoenix photos. Enjoy.

"Hello teacher, tell me what’s my lesson? Look right through me…look right through me…" —Mad World, Gary Jules

My mind is a labyrinth

Indecipherable, Tangled, Disorganized

The doctors and shrinks have tried and tried again to understand it

To understand ME

I always tell them up front “It won’t work. Trust me, I already know.”

They smile and talk slowly, saying this time the medicine will work

And again I say “It won’t work. I have been on 4 medications in the last 4 years.”

They insist that this time will be different

And I just close my eyes


And say:

"It won’t work. I know all about different, and you "specialists" are all the same."

"In three words, I can sum up everything I have learned in life: it goes on." —Robert Frost

Music flows through my brain

In the morning, the afternoon, at night

Even in my dreams I seem to have background music

They say that music can speak to a person’s soul

Well, my soul IS music.

"Maybe there is no meaning to life. Maybe there is only a meaning to living."

—-Kim Garcia Beautiful Redemption

"Just as every cop is a criminal, and all the sinners saints…" —-Rolling Stones Sympathy for the Devil

There was a time when I knew how to love

A time when I still believed that people could change

I was wrong, naïve, stupid

The song was constant, yet I couldn’t understand what the words meant

I felt nothing

What is the meaning of meaning?

The people broke me

Betrayed me

Killed me

Perhaps that is why I am so bitter, so distant and reluctant

So if you meet me, remember this poem

And don’t be so quick to judge my actions

And don’t forget

That not one human being is innocent or without sin

We are all guilty.